The Undoing of a Better Word

its kind of sad to hear what is happening around the country lately. a country divided on the issue of the president talking to an election official on the south. i don’t know what exactly was in the "tapes" of the conversation so i won’t say anything about it. i believe that there are more pressing issues that needs our direct attention, namely the economy. have anyone out there rallying have any idea how much things cost these days? damn… and you guys believe that susan roces who doesn’t have any experience in running a public office, and the presidency at that, and someone who doesn’t have a clue on how to run an entire country’s economy can put this crisis turn? bullshit! of course they’ll say: "there are advisers naman eh…" well that’s comforting… those ass kissers doesn’t know any thing but kissing ass. they don’t make the decision. they don’t take the fall for making bad decisions. and if the president will be taking advice from them how would she know if its the right advice to follow if she doesn’t know shit? at least fpj i heard took classes in public admin. what did she do? think people think… the best thing to do isn’t necessarily the right thing… and even though i dont understand what it’s concept is, i believe taht this is what’s called the bigger picture.. and asd muchas we want to see things black and white, it’s not…

It was my birthday last week. if your asking how it was, well it was relatively ok… well slightly better than last year at least… i spent the morning and the better part of the evening with this girl i like. but she doesn’t really like me the same way so thats not much of a consolation.. and that means another year has past of heartbreaks and tears… well i did have a girlfriend this year. for a month at least so that went well(yeah right)… my mom pushed me once to go out with the daughter of her friend who lives in the states. they said, my mom and aunts, it would be an easy pass to abroad… what?! it probably sounds practical but i’m not one to use people for personal gain. maybe ask a couple of favors here and there but thats it… i believe iv still got that much integrity. if theres something i like i would like to work for it… thats maybe the reason my last relationship didn’t work out. it was too easy… but i must admit i still feel some of the effects that that episode brought to my life… anyway, now i’m just sad in general. i find myself lacking the drive and intensity i had a couple of months ago. there’s still purpose but now i lack… inspiration… motivation…